"Adeus" is used for long and permanent departures.
I am sorry for the times where I am living in my head
Sometimes I feel like I have a second boyfriend and it is myself
There are things in my life that makes me feel sad or unhappy
I try to ignore it and just focus on things that make me feel like a lucky person.
Every day I just look forward to being home with you and also TiTo.
Those are the only two things righ now.
I need a chance of some sort, so I move things around my mind.
The other day I imagined how sad you would be if I left you.
It is hard to find reciprocity sometimes
I feel intimidated by not being able to remember things