"Adeus" is used for long and permanent departures.

 

I am sorry for the times where I am living in my head

Sometimes I feel like I have a second boyfriend and it is myself

 

There are things in my life that makes me feel sad or unhappy

I try to ignore it and just focus on things that make me feel like a lucky person.

 

Every day I just look forward to being home with you and also TiTo.

 

Those are the only two things righ now.

 

I need a chance of some sort, so I move things around my mind.

 

The other day I imagined how sad you would be if I left you.

 

It is hard to find reciprocity sometimes

 

I feel intimidated by not being able to remember things

 

Adeus.